I was planning on adding a new recipe tonight, but I am not sure if that will happen. Let me explain a little. It has been a rough few months here in the noname world. First, it was my Great Aunt passing away. Then, it was my friend Jessie suddenly. Next, I find out about my friend’s father and another friend’s grand father. After that, my friend Marcia. Yep – it’s been like that since MARCH! Five total. Tonight is the first viewing I have been to for all of them. My Great Aunt was in another state. They just had a gathering for Jessie. The friend’s father I found out about 2 weeks after (!!) and the grandfather I never received details on.
I really don’t do well at these things. I know a lot of people don’t, but it is especially bad for me. I have a hard time getting them out of my memory looking like that. I have a hard time controlling the tears. Luckily, I will not be there by myself, but I am not sure that I will feel up to cooking. It seems like it is too much at the moment. Tonight might just be a night for friends and beverages.